Great week on weight watchers!

I'm down 2.8 lbs this week and feel great about it!

This time around with WW, I'm approaching it much differently. I took it very slowly in the beginning. It took me about 5 weeks to lose 2 lbs. Then this past 1.5 weeks, I really committed 100% and lost the 2.8 lbs. I still treated myself to frozen yogurt, bread, etc. I haven't had the sweet tooth I normally have which I'm so happy about.

Almost everyday I'd eat a sandwich with Ezekiel sesame bread, dijon mustard, colby cheese slice, fake turkey slices and romaine lettuce. Then I'd have pineapple for a nice sweet snack afterwards.

Tonight will be a bit of a challenge because I'm going to a friend's for pizza and beer. My plan is to limit myself at 2 slices and 2 beers. Although I have 14 daily and 41 weekly points left so I could have more if I really want. My week starts over tomorrow with 49 more weekly points.

I'm really enjoying the Points Plus program. I feel that the free fruit (esp. watermelon) is helping me!!

Today I took a Zumba class. What a blast! I need to get some strength training in this weekend.

Good Day!

I had a pretty good day today. I watched my carbs and also made it to a Jazzercise class. I did have a little slip up in the evening. I had some sweets but I still did much better than yesterday. My husband asked me the other day...why can't I lose weight if I make up my mind to do it? I said that I want to lose weight but can't get my mind into it. I keep waiting for something to click. Actually I think I just need to commit -- no exceptions -- for at least 1 week. Then I think I might get my mind into it.

Prepared

I feel prepared. I have a huge salad in the fridge so I can grab from it for lunch and dinner. Also, I bought some frozen meals for convenience. Typically I don't like them because I don't like how processed they are, however, I'm going to keep some on hand.

Tomorrow I'm going to do week 1 day 2 of the couch to 5k program. Also, I'd like to go to a jazzercise class if my husband gets home in time to stay with the kids.

Let's get it done!

Tomorrow is January 18th. Tomorrow I change from being interested to being committed. I will get this weight off. I will look on the outside how I feel on the inside. I will fit into my wedding ring again. I will fit into half the clothes in my closet. I will be able to buy cute fashionable clothes again and not worry about hiding a muffin top. I can't wait.

To stay accountable I will be posting my menu everyday as well as my exercise routine for the day. I will also be posting my gains and losses. Not sure if that will be once a week or once every two weeks.

Tired of Excuses

I'm so tired to trying to lose weight. I'm tired of having every minute of everyday thinking about how I should try to lose weight.
"maybe if I don't eat carbs.....that is how I lost it before....oh wait, I gained it back....maybe I'll count calories...can't I just eat what I want but less of it?...you know, move more - eat less....that doesn't seem to work for me....something is wrong with my metabolism....maybe I need to adjust my thyroid meds....no, I don't think that is it....maybe I'm not honest with myself and I eat too much crap...ok, tomorrow I won't eat any crap".
That crap goes through my head every single day from the minute I wake up to the time my head hits the pillow. I gained 25 lbs since last year. I'm embarrassed to see family and friends I haven't seen for a while. I feel so ashamed of myself. I use to be thin and fit. I don't even recognize myself in pictures.
I'll start one diet like low-carb. Then I want to eat some bread (albeit healthy bread, Ezekial bread, but still bread) so then I decide on a different diet that allows bread. Then I start that diet for a couple days until there is something challenging on that diet...and the cycle continues.
I want to throw my scale away, focus on how I feel and just eat good, healthy foods....and stop making excuses!

Sugar Fast: Day 1

Ugh. I have such an addiction to sugar. It is really hard to go without snacking on sweets. The afternoon is my toughest time. However, I'm sticking to it! I haven't had any sweets today even though I'm having a rough day because the kids are arguing a lot. Chocolate makes it all better....but I'm trying to come up with another way to deal with it all!

The challenge begins.

Three years ago after the birth of my 3rd child, my husband and I made an agreement. Since we were done having kids, we agreed that once I reached my goal weight then I could buy a new wardrobe and we agreed on a dollar amount. Well, I've lost and gained during the last 3 years but never reached my goal weight. My husband and I were talking about all this last night. We decided to set an expiration date on the deal. My 40th birthday is coming up in 7 months so I picked that as the date. I'd like to lose 45 lbs by January. Every 6 weeks, I have to lose 9 lbs and if I do, then I get a reward...if I don't lose it, then I lose that reward.

Yesterday I ran 26 minutes without stopping! Woot! I run very slowly but I'm okay that. I did 2.20 miles in 26 min. According to my Couch to 5K plan, I have another 25 min. run tomorrow. I downloaded an interval app last night for my iTouch. When I was a Target today, I bought a jump rope so I'm planning to do some interval training!